Yeah, sorry that all that happened to you. Sorry that your mom wasn’t a better person. Sorry that you had to lose her in that manner. Sorry that she was dumb and/or brainwashed enough to essentially sign her own death certificate. Sorry she didn’t have the mental strength to get help. And last but not least sorry that you had to clean up a house full of garbage and dog shit. I’m sorry she wasn’t a better mom. Nobody deserves that. :(